I was a star in my mind
In my imagination, loving the attention
My fifteen minutes of lame
We were friends for a time
Before that one occasion broke off our communication
I shoulder all of the blame
And I’m sorry
Kat, I’m sorry
You drove all over the country
Turning up at shows where only locals go
A friendly face in every unfamiliar town
I put your name in the liner notes
Long before the lines I wish I never wrote
When I ripped it up and tore it all down
That night you lay there beside me, my arms around you
I didn’t go any further, but I wanted to
Call me a freak
At least that means you’d call me
I’m not so sad and weak
As I was way back then
I’m sure you haven’t forgotten me yet
But I know it’s too late to forgive and forget
And I’m sorry
Kat, I’m sorry
You see, there was another
And she hated you the way that women do
When they know they’re being lied to
I was weak, I was stupid
I made you out to be some crazy groupie
I never thought that was true
I played you down in that message, I was heartless and cruel
I meant to send it to her, but I sent it to you…
Call me a freak
At least that means you’d call me
I’m not so sad and weak
As I was way back then
I’m sure you haven’t forgotten me yet
But I know it’s too late to forgive and forget
I’m sorry
Kat, I’m sorry
Great album. Almost a blend of Old Style and New Style Gaz. Delighted to have seen him perform two of the tracks live at Glastonbury. His performance was better than ever, and the songs are right up there with his best. matsan66
Like winter branches lined with snow and ice, Sam Ray (Ricky Eat Acid, Teen Suicide)'s latest is delicate, spare, melancholy, and beautiful. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 3, 2018
A surprisingly tender and intimate concept record about long distance love from Cody Votolato of The Blood Brothers/Head Wound City. Bandcamp New & Notable Jan 30, 2019